November 28, 2024
Message #168
The Risalah of Ar-Rahman
November 28, 2024
Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim
"In the low sky, Allah in the center, I walked at the end of the road, accompanied by 'Two Round Lights' above the sky and illuminated my steps, I felt it was 'Allah's Light'. And I arrived at the vast green field of 'Yaumul Mahshyar', it was endless. When I arrived, I entered from the front of the field and stood at the side of the field. Suddenly people came spreading out, one by one there was no mob, they came one by one, and looked up at the sky in awe and solemnity.
I looked at them and asked, 'Who are they? Why are they also here? And why are they few in this large field?' I saw that they were few in a field that was borderless and green, and in the middle of the field among the people one by one stood a distance of maybe one meter, the women were in the middle and behind the men and they were looking at the sky while I was in front of them.
And a man was standing next to me a little bit back and he was in the front corner of everyone, while I was facing everyone, after that I looked at Allah as well, and my heart cried out longing, and longing very much, and only wanted Allah, I felt in my heart only wanted Allah, felt I was full of sins. I knelt down and said, 'Forgive yaa Allah, forgive yaa Allah', I felt so many sins.
I was small and lowly like dust and I cried like I wanted only Allah, I felt that Allah forgave me but I knelt down begging for forgiveness, then I woke up from sleep and 'found' I was crying and that feeling was felt, if it is felt in every moment I do not want anything else but Allah alone. Over the years I remembered the dream and the 'Light' turned out not to be Allah, but the 'Light of Ruhullah Quddus' that Allah breathed into the womb of Mother Maryam, Allah said in takwil, I was accompanied by 'Ruhullah Quddus' to His Presence."
Ulaa'ika âalaa hudammirrabbihim wa ulaa'ika humul-muflihuun
Aameen, yaa Allah, yaa Rabb, yaa Sami', yaa Bashir, Alhamdulillah