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February 12, 2025
Message #455

The Risalah of Ar-Rahman

February 12, 2025 Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim "I once had a dream, a bearded man prayed raising his hands to the sky, I don't know who he was and he was not the Prophet Muhammad and he was wearing white clothes with a long whitened beard, he said, 'yaa Allah, love Mom ..'. And I went to my mother's house, apologized in the morning if I had done anything wrong, and that night in the tahajud prayer, something big happened to me, making me panic and shock. That's when Allah made His 'Kun-Fayakun' and I connected with Him, with Him speaking, me understanding and me answering Him, and before that it was just Him speaking since my childhood. But in 2009 it was the first thing, I connected with the universe, with Allah's 'Kun-Fayakun', I connected with all the contents of this earth, all His creatures, even the 'inner and outer', and plants, and animals, all the contents of the universe. And only Allah knows best with all His plans, it turns out that I was made His 'Witness' at this time, and whatever He delivered was Allah's power over me. And I dreamed before that time, my anger was the anger of Allah, I was angry in my dream because of the negligence of humans and I was angry as angry and it was the anger of Allah, I wondered and felt why Allah was 'Angry' also with my angry words at negligent people? It turns out that everything is related to now. My interpretations are different from the interpretations of Allah, Who knows His plans, I only do what Allah commands both to write down His words that make me will be slandered, and I am very afraid if I disobey and I surrender and write down everything He says. I do not mix Allah's speech with the speech of 'azazil' as they say, because that speech from childhood until now has always been in the same place as the longing for Allah when He speaks. His speech is silent but perfect and I write it with politeness and longing for my Lord, Allah Almighty. I never thought of being something or wanting something, all this is from the course of Destiny that He has set, I never explored a desire, because I want to be polite and in obedience and I am just dust with full of sins as before Him indeed I feel, I am lowly dust. I have no 'knowledge' and I am empty of 'knowledge' but Allah fills it only in my part, the other part I know nothing. Even I want to be an adept in reciting the Holy Quran but that is not my part, I have only limited knowledge and limited ability." Ulaa'ika âalaa hudammirrabbihim wa ulaa'ika humul-muflihuun Aameen, yaa Allah, yaa Rabb, yaa Sami', yaa Bashir, Alhamdulillah