The Risalah of Ar-Rahman

February 15, 2025 Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim "Yaa Rabb, I cry not because I am afraid of being stoned 'Fitnah Expert' Yaa Rabb, I cry because of 'Longing' for You. When my Qalbu is filled with 'Longing' a soft feeling in the Qalbu, I cry because of Longing, I am afraid to cry because of other than You, so I feel I am not sincere yaa Rabb. I couldn't even shed a tear when I heard the bad news that you were going to stone me. I'm afraid that if I don't love you more than I love myself, I always remember Your words, 'You should love Me more than you love yourself, your family, your parents, and your possessions'. Then I think yaa Rabb, I only have myself and I spend myself in Your way yaa Rabb. Don't replace me with anyone yaa Rabb, when I once rejected a name from you, You said, 'I may revoke My Bounty on you and you are a recalcitrant servant'. And You gave me Surah Muhammad verse 38, I opened it and was full of regret and cried." Surah Muhammad Verse 38 Meaning: "Remember that you were those who were invited to spend (your wealth) in the way of Allah. Then, some of you were miserly. But whoever is miserly is miserly towards himself. Allah is the Rich and you are the poor. If you turn away (from the right path), He will replace (you) with another people and they will not be (disobedient) like you." "Do not replace me yaa Rabb, I am Ruqhoyya whom You 'Make' me as You will, and You know best, for You are my Lord, all powerful and grasp my soul, You take away my Spirit and You bring it back again. Truly when I feel that I am returning to You with a sense of death and my spirit is hastening to You in a passionate longing for You, and only wants to reach You immediately yaa Rabb ... My Creator and return only to my Creator. Indeed You present how death is yaa Rabb, and You give me a chance, may all my sins be wiped away in the future, I see You like seeing the cloudless sky yaa Rabb ... as You show in my dreams, You are behind the veil and my longing melts me." Allah answered me in the heart of inspiration, "O Ruqhoyya! all My Servants are expecting a Meeting with Me, only they are reluctant, and their realization will be felt when I have taken away their Spirit and they are Full of regret. Open Surat As-Sajdah verse 7, O Ruqhoyya!" Surat As-Sajdah Verse 7 Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim Meaning: "(He also) beautified everything He created and began the creation of man from the ground." "Open Verses 8, 9, 10, O Ruqhoyya!" Verse 8: "He made his offspring from the essence of lowly water (semen)". Verse 9: "Then, He perfected him and breathed into his (creation) spirit. He made hearing, sight, and conscience for you. For this you give little thanks." Verse 10: "They say, "When we have perished in the earth, shall we return in a new creation?" Not only that, but they also deny meeting their Lord." "Open Verses 11, 12, 13, O Ruqhoyya!" Verse 11: "Say, "The angel of death who is charged with your death will kill you, then to your Lord shall you be returned."" Verse 12: "If you had seen the sinners bowing their heads before their Lord, (you would have seen something very extraordinary and they would have said,) "Our Lord, we have seen (the Day of Resurrection which we denied) and heard (from You the truth of the speech of Your messengers). So, bring us back (to the world), surely we will do righteous deeds. Indeed we are (now) those who are certain (of the existence of the Last Day)." Verse 13: "Had We willed, We would have bestowed upon every soul its guidance, but it is My decree that I shall surely fill Jahanam with jinn and men together." "Open verses 14 and 15, O Ruqhoyya!" Verse 14: "Taste for yourselves (this punishment) because you neglected to meet this day of yours (the Day of Judgment). Indeed, We have also neglected you. Taste the everlasting punishment for what you have always done." Verse 15: "Indeed, those who believe in Our verses are only those who, when admonished with them, prostrate themselves and praise their Lord, and they do not boast." "I replied with a sense of humiliation, 'Indeed, the Lord of the Worlds is All-Knowing and All-powerful, Indeed, I know nothing, Allah is the Most Perfect of His Words, the Most Bountiful. Behold, O servants of Allah, the verses of Allah are perfect. Believe in Allah and Believe in the 'Last Day'! That which Allah Promised will surely come... And that time is near, so that Allah calls us all and testifies to His 'Witness'. He is the 'Witness' of 'All Witnesses' and indeed He knows best." Ulaa'ika âalaa hudammirrabbihim wa ulaa'ika humul-muflihuun Aameen, yaa Allah, yaa Rabb, yaa Sami', yaa Bashir, Alhamdulillah