Risalah Ar-Rahman

August 14, 2025 Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim "Assalamualaikum Warahmatullaahi wabarakatuh. I am only sharing a story. The words of Allah are truly real. At first, we only respond to them as commands, but then they become truly real. Habiba Khadijah, Witness of Allah, is often corrected by Him, and so am I. That is an example from Allah—this is He, Allah, who bears witness over us. I dreamed that Khadijah and I were walking in opposite directions, and I said, 'Do not dispute my words, for my words are the words of Allah,' then we parted. I entered the house, and Khadijah went out toward the courtyard. When I woke up, I thought: What happened between us! I do not want any conflict. And we know that Habiba Khadijah has recently lost her husband, and her heart is surely very fragile. Allah wants us to be strong and not grieve, and this is what Allah straightens. So if there is correction from Allah toward Habiba Khadijah, it is because Allah is showing that He is Allah—the One who sets us straight. And truly, we cannot speak carelessly; Allah will make it manifest. Regarding my dream: I was going to Masjidil Haram. Why did I turn back to pick up Nida, even though I was about to enter Masjidil Haram? And I asked a woman, 'Is that Masjidil Haram?' The woman replied, 'Yes, that is Masjidil Haram.' I turned back—I was going there, but first I picked up Nida, and I was going to bring my clothes which had not been brought. All of this actually happened. That woman was Habiba Lilik Ummu Umara. Proceeding onward to Masjidil Haram, I first picked up Nida with my clothes. In reality, I never reached Masjidil Haram, and at home I was preparing the suitcase I would take. Ya Allah, this is truly real. And my picking up Khadijah was merely symbolic. And whatever mistakes I made in choosing the Umrah travel agent—all of it was already planned by Allah. Allah will set straight the travel agents who deceive the believers longing for the Baitullah. Allah will, InsyaAllah, deliver that message, InsyaAllah after I depart. So that all people may be rightly guided, Allah has made me a true Witness—a Witness who experiences events so as not to fabricate falsehood regarding the messages of Allah. And I dreamed we were traveling as three of us. I thought it was Ummu Umara, but it turned out to be Habiba Zaenab, without any prior agreement between us. Yesterday, when Habiba Zaenab said, 'I will join,' I replied, 'It's not possible anymore because we are departing on August 4,' but then the agent canceled, and always, always. In the final revelation, Allah gave a signal in my heart: 'Be grateful toward Makkah.' And indeed, I arose, sought clarification, and canceled in order to get my money back. In truth, all of this has wisdom behind it. Allah will set straight those who lie and oppress the guests of Allah. As a Witness, I must not accuse without experiencing, just as Allah caused me to die and brought me back to life, so that I may bear witness: He is Allah, the One who bears witness, who caused me to die and brought me back to life. And I know the sensation of death, the feeling when the Ruh ascends to Allah—that is the truth of Allah's testimony. And after Habiba Zaenab paid for her ticket, I only then realized: the woman behind me preparing the suitcases was Habiba Zaenab. InsyaAllah, may we reach the Baitullah. We did not make any appointment. Once I dreamed of Habiba Zaenab and myself walking beside Masjid Nabawi twice—this was at the end of 2023. It turns out that Allah did not merely show this in a dream. Thus, everything that happens to us has already been planned by Allah. May Allah forgive me for any mistakes I have made, for when Allah commanded me to go to Makkah, I once said inwardly, 'I love my mihrab, and I feel heavy leaving it,' and Allah corrected me through a revelation during Ramadan. I will renew my intention, because Nabi Isa said to me in a dream, a blessing from Allah—Nabi Isa said, 'Renew your intention!' The same applies to Khadijah. ALLAH does not want going to the Baitullah to be out of compulsion or merely following a friend who has already arrived—intention must be solely for Allah. And whatever Allah says, 'Infakkan hartamu di Jalan-Ku' (Spend your wealth in My Path), perhaps that is the challenge for Nida Khadijah. InsyaAllah, Allah will grant her ability, and Allah will replace her sustenance once again. And to my beloved ones who have helped me—thank you. May Allah reward you with abundant provision. And to the Witnesses not present in this group: please convey my message and my gratitude. I love you all. I ask forgiveness outwardly and inwardly. I will dedicate the reward of my Umrah to all of you. May Allah truly deliver us. I fear my efforts may be in vain, and that Allah delays His promise. I must intend solely for Allah—may Allah forgive me." Ulaa'ika ‘alaa hudammirrabbihim wa ulaa'ika humul-muflihuun Aamiin, yaa Allah, yaa Rabb, yaa Sami', yaa Bashir, Alhamdulillah